Lycanthrope: the reckoning
I am not human. To be human is to conform to a life of restraint and strict formality. I prefer the free will of the insane to submission to scrutiny by a verifier who doesn't appear to exist beyond fairy tales.
Fairy tales. Stories to get children into bed at night and have little, sweet dreams. Distortions of reality. They make us believe that we are docile and yielding. They fill our hearts with fear of a brutal world full of creatures callous and cruel. We ostracize them; we call them monsters. But that we created such a world for ourselves, that the monsters represent the darkness inside us are facts shrouded by our inanity and a false sense of security.
I am a monster shunned by those who thought I did not belong to their storybook world. I am a beast that haunts the reasonable minds of men. And yet, I find myself stuck in a foothold trap. My hind legs, wedged between the toothed iron jaws, have begun to cramp. The fur over my paws is slick with blood. The pain is unrelenting and unbearable. But my anger burns fiercer and my wrath grows worse. Pure, untainted madness is only strengthened by incarceration. Clearly, my sound-minded captor does not understand that monsters cannot be restrained forever.
My captor. A crossbow-wielding hunter in pursuit of predators in these woods. I can hear his footfalls; the sound of his breathing draws nearer as he closes in on his seemingly exhausted prey lying motionless on the forest floor. As he approaches, he sets aside his weapon and bends over me to have a closer look. A few minutes later, having made up his mind, he seizes the iron jaws of the trap and pulls them apart slowly.
The wan light of the silvery full moon shines through the creaking branches of trees overhead. I feel something terrible rising inside me. With a sudden violent jerk, I heave myself up. The pain in my now unrestrained hind limbs escalates with each pulse beat. I howl in agony.
The hunter- now my quarry- recoils, reaching for his crossbow. But before he can close his fist around it, I hurl myself at him; he leans backward and throws himself to one side. My yellow bloodshot eyes burn as I turn onto him with a growl, he withdraws quickly. I bite the air. He draws a long, silver dagger from the pockets of his breeches. The metal glimmers menacingly in the moon light.
He jumps. I spin and roll on one side. He buries the dagger into the earth. He yanks it free to strike back at me. It's too late.
I am on him, my claws tearing frantically at his flesh. My jaws close around one of his thighs. I dig my teeth deep into his flesh as fresh warm blood fills my mouth. I tug forcefully. CRACK! A bone breaks. He squeals.
Soon, his screams of pain die down as his life spurts and spills out of his body. His blood- the blood of an innocent mind complaining of a brutal world and the monsters in it- spouting out of what is left of his tattered leg. But does he see now that he was one of them, those who stirred the darkness inside me? Does he realize that he and his ilk made a monster of me?
Why are they afraid now? Am I not only claiming what was rightfully mine?